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10 June 2006
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taggies -adhah - hello. can. miss me more(: iloveyoutoo. takecare. nab - :) like duhh. jo - its okay(: doesn't matter. dee - haha. stay longer(: haha.! i guess i wont preach to you abt cats then. =P jane - i will:) thanks huns. kaili - (: balqis - hey! thanks loads. Like bloooody hell. I'm so fucken pissed. Yesterday I was fine. Today morning, I was too. Till I held my phone & read my msges all over again. Till I realised what a complete idiot I've been. Till I read some idiot's blog. Pissed. Piece of shit. But then again, I guess I'll keep it in the heart. Like always. Swallowing all the shit. Why, you may ask? Cause I don't wish to hurt anyone. I don't want anyone to be hurt cause I'm hurt, cause maybe I don't understand. So, I'll keep it inside. I rather hurt by myself. But, still, I'm pissed. Fcuk. =\ And I'm supposed to know you very well. So, now I look back. And I wonder, do I really know you at all? Sigh. You know, feeling like this sucks. All I feel like doing is crawling up one corner, hiding from the glares of the earth, and cry. It's tough, cause no matter how hard I try to act strong, there's still this little girl deep within me. A girl who is very vunerable. The heart is a fragile muscle, and I can swear, you know that fact. But, I wonder, why you still chose to hurt me, knowing you'll hurt that little muscle. A girl always tends to feel insecure, scared and sometimes, just tired of all that's happening. You've seen me cry, and how bad I'll shrivel up when I'm hurt. But you did it again. I cried while talking to Nenek on the phone cause I miss her so. She's been at the hospital for 10days. Sense my vulnerability? I guess I wanna be uncontactable these few days except to those few. So the rest, don't bother. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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